Do this, Do that, be a grown up already!

I've been home from school for about 3 months now. I really haven't done much and it's now getting to me. Yes, a break from school is nice but then again it's not. I should have been on top of this as soon as I knew I couldn't go back to school until April, but as the lazy person I am, I just sat on the couch watching TV. Lately, I have felt completely guilty. I have taken the easy way out of everything, the bare minimum. I say I still act like a high school teenager. I am 21 now, it's time to grow up and stop being ridiculous about everything and stop being afraid or nervous about things. I have a "job" sort of. I babysit 4 days out of the week but it is only for 3-4 hours a day so I don't rake in the money too much. I had to buy a ticket to SLC and back to Seattle for my NY trip in November, that took $199 out of the bank, then I needed to pay $94 for financial aid stuff, and I paid my tithing. I am down to $14 now, woohoo! As much as this sucks it is life of a grown up. Lol!

Anyways, I am going to see if I could take a class at either TCC or Pierce College that will be equivalent to my American Foundations class, that has been holding me back...(the reason I am home). I need to see if the credit will transfer. Not a whole of credits will transfer to BYUI. I am also researching different majors. I still am interested in the nutrition thing but I want to see if there is anything else I would be more interested in. I have been really into photography and I REALLY want to do something with it. The hold back, I need a camera that is worth over $1000 :/ There are some cameras I can borrow at school if I do take classes but I can't keep it all the time and practice. I wouldn't be opposed to anyone contributing money to my camera fund ;) I am asking for one for Christmas but I doubt it will happen. All in all, I just want to be ready when I go back to school in April, so I can stay focused. I am so determined to graduate because only a couple people in my family have and to have a decent job.

With all that, there is only 22 days, 12 hours, 26 minutes and 20 seconds until my NY trip!!! I am beyond excited!!!

Here's to trying to be a grown up! :P